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feelings that won't go away

Tue Mar 3, 2009, 11:36 AM

Mood: Neutral
Listening to: Time Stand Still by Rush and Aimee Mann

I feel...

ugly inside, that no one knows how ugly

useless, like i will never make my parents proud

sorry that i say and do stupid things or forget important things

confused and sorry that i cannot make myself clear

ignorant, don't understand unwritten rules, because no ever told me what they were

bitter, though i know i have no right to be

unforgiveable because i don't act like appreciate what i have, though i know i appreciate it

stuck, like i will never get myself out of this situation

angry at no one but myself all the time for everything that i do and don't do.

I'm sorry

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~feystarlight Mar 3, 2009, 1:42:48 PM

Oh... Brit!

I love you girl. You're amazing, and no matter what anyone (including yourself) tells you, it's the truth.

~saphiraurora Mar 3, 2009, 5:16:37 PM

yay! i'm just having a tough time right now, and i was told things about me by people very close to me, things i did not like at all, so i just want to change for the better, but it just doesn't seem like it's going to happen until i can get out of here and do my own thing you know?
oh, and I'm applying for a job at clemson over the summer, for the emerging scholars program.

~vinsky2002 Mar 4, 2009, 5:29:49 AM

... it is complicated growing up ... growing old is kind of ... complicated too ...

... i always hope that things would be ... just simple ...

... greatness can not be just measured by popularity you know that ... your work and effort is great and you'll be alright ...